Yawn!! Super tired. Went out with Jihan and Fathiah after work. =) Went Bugis jalan jalan then went The Cathay to watch Ironman2! :D Hehe, I learnt that Mahds are mahdraids and not pronounce as mahrid. LOL. Okay, luckily I've been saying mahd most of the time. Saving me from the embarrassments. Haha. Ironman2 was... not bad (: Love the uber kewl effects of the touch-air-screen thingy. Haha. And FAME, does get you over-confident and complacent about things. Had fun with the both of them! Even though we were very  tired  sleepy and were pretty quiet. Haha.

I'm damn sian, cos in order to do well in attachments, you have to BE NICE to the clinical lecturer. Which mine is nice but ridiculous at times. Like today, I yawned WITH MY HAND OVER MY MOUTH, and was scolded. Like wth!? She said it's rude to yawn, to show people you are tired. So I told her yawn cannot control one mah. Right? So she say, must say "sorry excuse me, I need to yawn." Okay go and try that. And when you yawn you are taking in oxygen for your brain right? .. then you have to talk before that. It's quite ridiculous lah!! Scolding me over this. Like not as if I never cover when I yawn right?!? SERIOUSLY. Was very pekchek when talking to her. So I guess this time my paedatrics posting results will be like SHIT. Plus all of us in the same obs ward got a C. And my gynae ward, idk what's the result. So jialat luh. =/ And NO I'm not going to bootlick and pretend to be nice to her. I will rather she fail me. So be it lor. But I think the worst is: bad grades?

Hallelujah! That God is coming soon. But.. Before that, there are still things that gonna happen right? According to the bible, satan will once take over the world first, and thought he won. And is the time near? Ystd I hear XSS saying that.. the illuminati are like forming their army and stuffs. And ladygaga and many other hollywood singers are part of them, and obama, g.bush, mcdonald, disney are one of them too? (go and google search) And Michael Jackson was supposed to be one of them, but he don't want and wanna expose. And died before the concert, which heard that he's gonna expose... Like, idk.. It sound unbelievable right? But, don't you guys find earthquakes are more and more frequent? Like one week can have 3 earthquakes, one after another at different places? Thailand and some other countries.. having internal wars. Just like what the bible said. So the time is VERY NEAR. And few years from now, the world will be left with only the illuminati? You don't follow, you die. Oh, I rather die. Then have my soul suffering during the end of the age. But what I worry now is.. the people around, the people I love. My parents and my brother especially. I'm really really scared for them. My mum is like a bull, so stubborn. My dad is surrounded with people from other religions, his friends all are from other religions. So peer influences.. My brother believes but don't go church, don't baptise. I really really really pray that God will soften their heart and touch them.


Okay let's say, IF I'm over paranoid, at least from today I will try not to waste any of my time. Be prepare for the groom, and also use my life efficiently every single day.

AHHHH CHOOOO! 

I'm sickkkk =( Okay luh, 4th day alr. But still, my throat is pain and my noes is block and i feel irritated. =/ Lol. Today time pass really really slowly. So slow that I feel like sleeping. But you see.. there's nothing much to do. But tmr I'll be at the nursery!! Heeeehz. (: But my dear Jihan is sick and couldn't be with me. She's got a high fever and mc for three whole days. Which includes Sat luh. Means she cannot make up with me. But health more important! So get well soon babe! Okay me now really very tired and sad cos i can't go for their match tmrw =x


Pleasecheeruppppp
I wanna be there for you.

Today went to work, was almost late. =/ Bathe a baby at nursery today!!  Hehe. Damn cuteeee omg the babies. So small!! But they're damn fragile luh. So.. first time right, usually gentle and slow. Kay i didn't know how to be gentle and fast till Cerys showed me today. Lol. CI was like scolding us being slow, then she was so rough till the baby cry. -.- So much of tlc. Lol. After attachment went to clubcrawl with Fathiah(: Quite fun and it replay memories. Haha, so fast and one year has passed. This year I'm year 2 alr! So old. And next year, my omg 6mths attachment. To think of it, I rather stay at kkh. But of course, that's not for me to decide.

Pleaze get well sooon!! 

Hellooo, don't ask me why I've decided to come back to LJ. I just feel like.
Hmm I don't like you but you're always on my mind. Care to explain why? =/ Really.... And I couldn't believe I've been to your neighbourhood before. Alright, maybe cos SG is too small. Wahahaha. Okay I seem like a stalker but no, I'm not that stalker-ish. (: But youyouyou! Stop taking up spaces in my head!

Life has been bored, and I'm waiting to see what I need to do in life. What is the right thing to do. And which path should I take? There seems to be so many choices, but I can't make up my mind now. A lot of people are asking me to sign bond. But honestly, I'm not ready for it.

Today CI shared with us her experience of working overseas for like 20 plus or 30 years? She said, you have to be very independent cos you have to protect yourself from all those racist people. And nobody will help you, nobody can you trust. You must be independent and be prepared every single minute. Stay clear and alert to prevent people from harming you, framing you. It sound really scary but that's the way the world works. Backstabbings are minor compared to those. They can treat you in ways that you can never imagine. And if you're not strong enough, you can go into depression state. Which non of your loved ones are near you to be there for you. So, studying and working overseas ain't as easy at it seems. But rah, screw racism.

Can I have friends for life? -quoted from Milo advertisement.

Finished Sociology paper today... ONE PAPER DOWN!! Hahah (Y) K three more! Come on, we can do it! =D It's only 9pm and I'm feeling tired already.

HIIIEEXZ.

Okay nowadays my body just feels weird. I can sleep so much and still get so tired to the extend that I get headaches. And these headaches are unbearable. I just feel like knocking my head into the window in the bus. And sometimes I would feel giddy and feel like vomiting but after eating I'll be fine. Not as if I didn't eat for days! What's wrong........

Anyway, exams in... 2 days time? And I haven't even started for goodness sake. =/ How cool is that. Can I make it? I don't know....... But seriously, they don't expect people to study during CNY right? I mean, even the govt set rules not allowing work on that day. So we shan't be studying right? Okay what crap. But really what..... 

Okay gonna go out and study with Gina later. Hopefully I can get super-brain at that time. *fingers crossed*

HELLO :)
I wanna study but everytime procrastinate =/ Rah. I think I should throw my whole laptop away and delete my facebook account. Again, I can't bear to do so. This laptop is always luring me into internet! >.< (okay lah, is i no self control...) So Pearlyn, please kindly practice some self control alright? K, i will try. Anw I've done my CCS 300 words. Shocking that I finished so early!! LOL due date was supposed to be on monday.... heehz. :D anw. I'm trying to love and live with the junk life im having now. Sucks but.. getting used to it will be fine. I guess?
Gonna work on sat and sun.. the thought of it is !@#@!#%. =( But still! Smile! =)

Look on the bright side of life. <3

I wanted to see 郑元畅 tomorrow.... BUT I COULDN'T FIND ANYONE TO GO WITH ME. =( Pathetic huh! But aiyah, this means not fated I guess. Oh well! 


Can you please don't be so sad? I read your blog..... And I really feel the sadness. I don't know why..... I don't know you well but just..! Aiyo. Cheer up!(: (k i know he wont be reading this but who cares)

Leaving great friends is one of the greatest sad thing you could have ever done. But if you leave, they'll be happier, it's worth it right? Friends come and go. Recently, I've found out that a lot of people are leaving. As in, leaving outta my life. I felt damn sad. I mean, what happened to my life? Im not gonna say FML because i don't think it suck that much yet. But, rah. I really feel outta place many times. Class, CCA, sec sch cliques, family. I'm like nowhere.

What shall i do. I feel so lost. I feel so hurt.

I hate being emo, and people being emo. But now I am.

I love LJ's font!! The fonts in blogger really CMI. Lol. But here upload pic can wait till tmrw uh. So.... HAHAHA. :D Payday pleaze come asap. Cos I xoxo you alot worxz.